I thought that you were driving
but you’ve given me the wheel
There’s rain clouds out there
that you don’t wanna feel
Your anger’s like a razor blade
it’s just to bloody real
I thought that you would be here
Now I just don’t get it
And I also feel things more than I should
I don’t relax very often as often as I could
I worry how the whole thing looks
it doesn’t look good
But I thought that you would be here
No, I just don’t get it
And being clear gets too much for me,
just like it does for you
And even though I want to, I want to
I don’t
I don’t feel like calming down
No I don’t
I don’t feel like hiding out
So I won’t
I can’t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
Right here it’s beautiful
I came all this way to be with you
and you are already gone
If I was a good friend I could write this wrong
I’d kick away your crutches and make you walk on your own
I’d really thought you’d be here,
I just don’t get it
Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole
I could go down with you
And even though I want to, I want to
I won’t
I don’t feel like calming down
No I don’t
I don’t feel like hiding out
So I won’t
I can’t turn this volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
It’s beautiful
I’m a willow tree and you can’t blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger and I wanna feel the wind
As it whips like a prisoner
I wanna be here
I wanna be here
I don’t feel like calming down
No I don’t
I don’t feel like hiding out
So I won’t
I can’t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is